e. e. cummings (yes, again)

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

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Does anyone else use a yahoo account and find that it's sucking MAJOR ass today? And I'm not talking in a safe sane and sober way here. It's evil like a drunken dom with no safe words. Bah! Why is it eating my mail? Why? Why?

Become You

That's right kids, February 26, 2002 the Indigo Girls' new album is coming out in stores near *you*! ::coughlesbiancough::

I'm so excited! Woohoo! With classes starting on my birtday, it's probably the most exciting thing that will happen after I turn 20. Oooh baby. ::Cabbage Patch::

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Quick update. Shrink was good. I feel so goddamned sane lately. That's not to say I feel like a totally rational human being, or perfect. But I have moods, and they don't run my life, but I have them. And I'm glad to have them because people have moods, and I've had periods in my life where I either didn't have them, or they ran totally rampant. So I appreciate them for what they are now. I got my own personal copy of Watchmen for 10% off the cover price, along with an issue of Tank Girl. The guy in the comic book store liked me. I'm really enjoying Watchmen. It's a good follow up to American Gods. I've tried getting into a Kundera novel and also a collection of MLK sermons, but neither quite fit my mood. This does quite nicely.

My beautiful passionate amazing etc girlfriend will be here in under 36 hours. And she'll be moving rooms at school first. Keep in mind she just got back today from South America. Thank dog they stayed in Central Time and she won't have to deal with jet lag on top of it all.

My mom has taken to calling our dog "Schmoopie Spice." Schmoopie is from a Seinfeld episode, and apparently the unholy cross of names came about at 2 am today, according to my stepfather. Mom and I went back and forth on names for the dogs...I won't share here, because they all relate to rather unpleasant habits (at least the funny ones do), but just so you have sympathy for what Holly will be dealing with. Not just me and my crazy sense of humor, but the people who made me what I am today ::collective shudder::