suspectclass: (Default)
( Jan. 26th, 2005 01:42 am)
And I have. I have amazing friends, and loving (if not always helpful) family, and I am blessed. I have wonderful people whom I admire who think I'm worth their time and energy. I have been loved, I am loved, and I will be loved. I learned a few years ago what it means to give myself and to love another person in a way that I never knew existed. It's not just about romance and passion, though it's that too. It's about the day in day out, about being stable and dependable, about others being flexbile for you, not just always bending yourself to fit them.

Today was hard. Tomorrow will be better, if only because it's one more day towards being healed. It's not a linear path, but eventually I will fall in love again, and I don't need to settle for less than I deserve along the way.

To all of you who've been here for me, thank you. I hope I'm as good a friend as you are. I know I haven't been of late, and I need to rememberr to put myself in situations that bring out my best, not my worst, or even my less than great.

Life's too short to set yourself up for failure.


suspectclass: (Default)


RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Page Summary

Powered by Dreamwidth Studios

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags