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I stopped my flipping on TBS and there was a cheesey Julia Roberts movie on, and I realized something, which may not seem related at all. There will be a point at which I see the engineer and I remember why I wanted to be with her, why I was attracted to her, and it'll be really hard to remember why i don't want to be with her. I hate that part.

I finished my gloves today, my fingertips will not be another one of winter's casualties. My bank account is, however, after last night's towing. I had to call my dad and ask for money today, which was really sad. I don't know how much he's sending me, but hopefully I'll be able to put gas in my car. Maybe I need more than one job.

Note: I've only seen the first three minutes of the bodyguard, and I can tell it's one of the worst movies ever made. Lord, it's hurting me.

You heard it here first!

Today my friend Jen revealed that she would like to go to Berlin and teach English next year. I've been wanting to go forever, and it's been at the top of my (largely theoretical) list of things I'd like to do next year. The being in Berlin more than teaching English, of course. So this week we're going to the CDO, and unless she gets into grad school and can't defer a year, we're getting a flat together in Berlin. This has been a dream of mine since high school, and if I don't do it now, I'm not sure I ever will. Like my dad said, I'm young and single and used to living like a student, so why not? My friends were quick to point out that Berlin's gay scene is not at all shabby -- icing on the cake. Sweet icing on the cake.